Re-Cleanse

So...I started over with day one today :( I had a bit of a mishap yesterday and decided to begin again and look at the first three days as the pre-cleanse (as Tony told me I should do) Why is he always right??? Adding the electrolyte to the Cleanse drink and some lemon actually makes it ok. Eating some organic celery. Oh...my big splurge...I am getting Great Lengths hair extensions today. I will post before and after photos tonight. I don't know why I want these things but I do!

Down four More or Less

Day one and I am down four pounds. Before any of you start cheering remember I was up four from the wedding so really I am back at my starting point. Today I am doing well. I had a graham cracker for fear that I was going to throw up after I took some medication. I find the cleanse drink nasty but I have been choking it down. Tomorrow...FOOD!!!

Starving

Help...I am starving! Day one of the CLEANSE consists of four drinks. I am trying to figure how I am going to make it through tomorrow, too. Good news I get some food on TUESDAY!!!! Weighed in this AM and I was up FOUR pounds from the day before due to wedding drinking and salty foods. Should be off by tomorrow .

I could never be anorexic...I like food way too much!!!

Pre Cleanse Mentality

I am a little laid back on my eating since the CLEANSE begins on Sunday and we go to a wedding tomorrow. Tony says it will kick start my program. I can do anything for nine days, right? There is a great blog that I stumbled upon called www.scalewhore.com Search isagenix on her blog and you will see a link to this chick that took a you tube of her butt before and after. It is pretty motivating. No worries...I will not be shooting any butt shots before during or after!!!

My heart is breaking for my sweet daughter. She dressed up as Goldilocks for Fairy Tale day and the mean, nasty girls made fun of her "baby" dress. Big tears...and my heavy heart knows that this is just the start of it all. How do you explain to a young girl that girls can rip your heart to shreds a million times before you hit 18? Maybe we should rent mean girls...

Packing up to leave for Michigan for the summer. It is HOOOT in FL this time of year and I cannot wait to see my family and old friends..

The Cleanse

Any day now the CLEANSE from T should arrive. Reading Stacey's blog scares me. She has more willpower than the whole state of Texas and she said it was HARD. I need to prove to myself that I can do something for nine days. I am going to start on Sunday and I hope to get the heck out of the 150's. I am a size 4/6 at 135. 135 is where I hope to be by July 18.

My mood is way better...haven't bit the heads off of my darling children in two days and haven't contemplated punching my DH in the nose for awhile :) Season Finale of Grey's Anantomy tonight..how can you not smile.

I work out alone and it makes me miss Mary Ann. 11 years ago when we lived in Michigan she asked me to go for a run. She became my early morning workout partner and is one of the closest people to me in this universe. We started lifting weights together, yoga, tennis...and when I had my daughter she was my rock. We moved away...her kids went to college....she opened a store and I am the human car pool. We touch base once a week or so but she was such a big part of my life for so many years I find myself really missing her. I think I will let her know.

Feeling better?

A great workout with afterburns from T + cleaning lady coming today = less moody Beth!

Moody Mama

I am going to post on a regular basis...I check all of the diva blogs daily and I need to stay on top of my own. All I can say is ugghhh...for the last two weeks or so I have been in the worst mood. I am emotional, short tempered and worst of all impatient with my kids. I am far past blaming it on PMS but I need to figure out what is going on with me before my whole family packs up and leaves me in an empty house. Everything and everyone are on my nerves. I just can't explain it but I am not myself.